"GIVING UP"

Its been along time nadin ng huli kong naranasan ang ganitong pakiramdam,, pilit ko man iwasan ay nagpaparamdam parin sya paminsanminsan.Bawat araw may mga bago akong nakakasalumuha at nakikilalang mga tao, Its Like Everyday Life is like a new chapter that each chapter have different stories.Matagal ko nang giniveUP ang love dahil nadin sa huling beses na nasaktan ako at because of that pain kaya ako nagTransForm ng ganito, but thankfull padin ako dahil sa pain na iyon dahil masaya ako sa naging resulta nito "ANG MAGBAGO". Every pain have lessons and good results yun ang natutunan ko based on my exp.Nasaktan ako ng todo na halos wala ng bukas at ako na ang pinakaFAILURE na tao sa buong mundo, nasa EMOTIONAL PERIOD of my Life ako that time w/ matching Msic pa na talagang dinadala talaga ako sa
EMPTINESS OF MYLIFE!!! Todo luha talaga ako that moment na awang awa ako sa sarili ko "KUNG BAKIT BA AKO NAGKAKAKAGANUN" at kung bakiit ako naging ganito, its my choice naman maging iba ang Pagtingin sa buhay!!!. Being homosexual is VERY2x HARD,wala akong assurance kung ano ang patutunguhan ko in future, im not ugly and definitely im not a bad person I always try to be good, good looking naman ako at napakalinis pagdating sa personal hygiene.So bakit kaya ako niloloko ng ganito. That 8 months relationship w/ a straight guy is like 5 years para sa akin dahil yung mga happy moments namin mahirap kalimutan at wala pa akong naramdaman na ganun sa buong buhay ko,yung FEELING safe and Comfortable ka pag kasama you sya... kaya di ko sya makakalimutan nalang ng basta2x.
Okay back from the TOP while crying so hard that night,absorbing the pain i cant resist anymore like its the end of the day and my lifE(ANG DRAMA KOHH!!!HEHEHE!). I heard this two inspirational song that im playing on my mp3 player, the title of the song was "THEY CABT TAKE that AWAY" by MARIAH i will never forget that lyrics that gave me hope to stand up and face life "THEY CANT SAY ANYTHING THEY WANT TO SAY TRY TO BRING ME DOWN BUT I WONT FACE THE GROUND ETC.",,that lyrics make my tears to stop from falling down and anoother song that really make me smile and face the MIRROR was the song "BEAUTIFUL" by cristina aguillerera mas lalo akong nabuhayan ng loob para harapin ang bukas!!!!
(ITUTULOY)

"MY BIRTHPLACE" "OLONGAPO CITY"

This is the place were I leave, OLONGAPO CITY!!!!! The Most Simple,Quiet,Peaceful Place ive ever been.. This Peacefull place have many DISCO Bars,, Videoke Boots basta maraming GIMIKAn... kung gusto mu naman ng Quite place ... lakad kalang At Punta ka sa Boardwalk were you can see The Beaches and mountains.... just seat down and RELAx.... watch the Beautiful Sun Set... and walk along the beaches...
Here in Olongapo kahit maglakad ka ng DIS-ORAS ng gabi sa daan ay walang HOHOLDAP or BUBUGBOG sayo basta sa PUBLIC ROADS kalang maglakad..LOL.... Basta I feel safe kahit magisa lang ako sa daan ng madaling araw.... Pero The Bad Part Of Olongapo is those Prostitutes pero hindi kanamn bastabasta makakakita... dahil uunti lang sila.... Siguro lahat naman ng Lugar my Prosti!!! Right....
Okay from the TOP... If you live here hindi ganun kaBoring at hindi ganun Kagulo.... madalas my mga events and Concerts na nagaganap......

WAIT KARERECIEVE KO LANG NG REPORT ko For tomorow... GAWIN KO muna!!!! hehe!!!!!!!

"WhaT A Day"!!!!

AahHHH!!!! What a Day!!! very early in the morning my first subject was
" INTEGRAL CALCULUS"....Sobrang Hirap nun you knOw!!!!!! LOGARITHMS ang Topic And Im The Most LUCKY person that day!!!! Bcoz Im the 1st student in class to do some
BOARD WORK!!!! huhu :(,, Im so nervous because im not prepared
"SOBRANG AGA PA KAYA para PARUSAHAN AKO NG GANITO!!!! early 9:00am Terrifying subject ang iharap sayo!!!!

THE 1st PROBLEM was : {1/3sin-3}/{34/lim/-2} = ?

So i have no choice or 70 Grade!!!
Trying to punch mY DOUBLE SCREEN SCI-CAL!!!! my calculation was!!!!!!
"SYNTAX ERROR".. VERY nice!!! but my second Try was Very Correct so I GOT a 97% that DAY!!!! WHoOOhHH!!!!!

wait antok na ko tuloy ko nalang tomorow!!!!

"ALL ABOUT ME"

This is my ever 1st BloG..I created this blog to share my experiences and stories that I encounter everyday!!! All the stories that I write is ALL ABOUT ME not a fantasy but reality!!..
Sana magustuhan nyu gUyssSS!!!! and keep in touch w/ my stories!!!

I dont know how can I introduce my self, So I will CUT this Shortly!!!!

NAME:Christian B. Sarmiento
Age:17
BDAY: December 24,1991
PROF. Engineering Student
ZOdiac Sign: CApricorn
GEnder: Male
Location: Olongapo City, Subic Bay Zambales, Philippines

LIKE/LOVE

i love MYSELF
i love MY PROFESSION
i love EATING BUT IM STILL SLIM!! :(
i love SHOPPING!!!!(usually ONLINE)
i love MY CELLPHONE!!! but i dont TXT usally!!
i love MY PC!!! and MY LAPTOP!!
i like PIZZA!
i like NAI CHA!!!( Chinese Milk Iced Tea)
i like Computer GaMes!!!( FARMVILLE AND FISHVILLE)
i like the WORLD WIDE WEB!!!!
i like SOCIAL NETWORKING!!!
i like READING!!!
i like Korean Men's Hairstyle and Fashion!!!(ULZZANG)

I HATE:

i hate YOU!!!!(LOL)
i hate MYSELF!!!(LOL2x)
i hate THE SUN!!!! here SO HOT!!! uncomfortable!!!
i hate THE RAIN!!!!
i hate MY CALCULUS and PROGRAMMING (C++) SubjectSS!!!
i hate PA-SOCIAL PERSONS!!!!
i hate MY NEIGHBORS ( HAHAHA PEACE V)!!!

WHO I WANT TO MEET:

-my SOULMATE!!!!
-SANTA CLAUSE!!! HOHOHO!!
-GOD!!!! Amen!!
-John Lloyd... HEHE!!!
-Pokemons!!!! I LOVE CHIKORITA!!!
-YOU!!!(LOL)

THATS ALL HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!! GUYS KEEP IN TOUCH!!!!